i am a rock and i feel no emotion.

No doubt that I have writer's block as of late. I simply have been too overwhelmed or unmotivated to write down anything. Or type. Whatever you like.
Much and nothing has happened.
Tomorrow is Ben and my two-monther. Which should also mean that my brother's wife is also two months along.

What I must say is that I've entered the realm of which I'm finally figuring out who I am, what I believe, what I stand for. Never would I have thought that this time in my life would be so gosh darn confusing.
While I'd love to discuss my religious beliefs, I'd much rather not. That I am still pondering over. So many questions that stand unanswered. I like logic. I'm finding it hard to find logical answers, hence my point.
Lately I've been opening my mind and keeping it that way. By doing this I've found so many options and understanding so much more on different perspectives. Some that I'd never believe I would ever come across.
I know I'm growing up. At an increasing rate. By this, I mean mentally. To be honest, I don't think my parental units have taken much notice (or refuse?). Oh, I'm still a helpless infant who needs guiding hands every freaking second of the way (notice dripping sarcasm).
I'm going to be a completely normal and typical teenager when I say I can't wait to get out of this hellhole.
Oh, sweet Mexico, here I come!